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Thursday, July 10, 2008

today is a day for sentosa at first..cause the sun is like woo hooo.. nice.. but it start to drizzle..come and go the feeling is like oh gosh..no choice is winter now but there's no snow there's rain..how i wish it snow .. hee so i can build zhi hong the snow man..taaa daaaa ... haa everything was quite good and nice..but i don know why..when we are waiting for cab and he is calling his instructor canceling his driving lesson and he turn mono so call semi grumpy..talk to him like nod and shake..ask him izzit waited for too long then he lost his patience he just nod ..but we everything oso wait together de ar..is just that today is longer only what..after that we hop up the cab i'm feeling sleeply so i lie on your shoulder but this is the first time when i fall asleep you never touch touch my head de..and when we reached fish and co and just hit my leg to wake me up instead of calling me up like you always do..ok went in the lady say have to wait for 30 mins as it's full hse..and you know what..you say ya thanks who say no ppl de no need to wait for so long now full house..i oso don't know what..when we always have our meal there we got wait before meh..never rite..pig you..then you walk away while saying what you want to eat have to wait for 30 mins so long..and i tell you we go to plaza singapura see what then eat what lo ..this is the only choice what there' s a sakea but i know you don't like so never say..then you are like nevermind la nevermind la wait then wait lo..and then you just walk straight leaving me behind walking along..zhi hong never leave me alone while he walk de..and you still ask me why give you the sad look..how not to dear everything is just fine before waiting for cab?after dinner hop up a cab head to your place again..in the cab feeling bad have difficulty in breathing but you like this how am i going to tell you so just breathe very loudly and hard..and why you so angry..i'm not acting i'm feeling bad what i really feel bad i can't breathe properly and i feel dizzy can't even really open my eyes ,my view is so blur and i'm like going to faint already and i'm so weak of cause i can't really walk properly what..must you scold me "can you walk properly walk until so dead be lively can anot"..you think i don want meh you sound as i'm acting..i'm not i never act or lie to you de..after that i don even dare to talk to you..so i went to your room and rest..and you came in to sleep oso..after i decide to let you sleep and i leave myself again you are like a little kid rising out your hand for me ask me not to go..so i just tap you to sleep..set your alarm,place your jacket near you and your spects and phone so you just reach out and you can get it..after leaving you call me so silly so tired le still wanted to wait till i get to the cab le then hang up..i know you worried scare i no money to go home and stuff but oso no need to scold me rite.. good night dear

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